So, here I am, Thursday night, laundry's done, place looks good . . . did a little bit of handy man junk around the house today (emphasis on little bit), and I was thinking about what I should blog about, cuz I felt like I wanted to . . . .
I have a lot of dreams. I'm not gonna make a bucket list here or update my current one - God only knows how many lists I make A DAY, so I don't feel the need to make another. But in one of my journals / writing pads, I decided to scrawl the words REAWAKEN IMAGINATION across the top, and then think of all the things I've always wanted to do that I didn't need someone else with me to accomplish.
Keep in mind, I think it would be uber sweet and romantic to do most of these with my girlfriend/wife/significant other, but that's been my problem for the last little while - limiting myself in what I seek to do by deciding to forego certain experiences until someone special is in the picture . . .
Screw that. We're not promised tomorrow, so I'm not gonna wait till I'm in a "relationship space" or with someone to try and do some of these things.
I'm going to go to, in no particular order, Holland, England, Scotland, Iceland (which I was kinda picturing as a honeymoon spot, but what the hell - it's still beautiful there), Uganda, Thailand (both of those for much different reasons than the previous countries), to school to get a master's, to Lulu.com to publish my novel, to any cave anywhere once I take up spelunking, to every ocean and surf, to somewhere for surf lessons . . . .
Sure, some of my really big dreams (havign kids, being a husband and father, Saturday morning walks around the backyard in search of worms / frogs / leaves / snowmen, depending on the season) are gonna have to wait for Her. And that's cool. But I'm not going to be idle while I wait for that day.
So . . . just a little glimpse into where I'm at in this particular season of life. What I've shared is by no means everything I plan to do, but it's a good start. And I'm giving myself the rest of my life to complete it.
Just let me know when to pack for Australia.
ReplyDeleteOh yeah! We're never gonna find your Australian lifeguard boyfriend here in NA . . . I got some free time next week . . . :)
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